Dude is Trippin'

I don't think that I want the bulk of my blog to be about dude. However, when I see the stupid shit that emerges from his existence, I can't help but comment.

I should start by saying that since January I have treated him differently. I have not spent my time trying to be under him. I have not really talked to him about anything serious. I have not given him the respect of conversation or general knowledge. In other words, I have given him the same sh*t he has been giving me. Needless to say, that has been a problem for him.

So, this muthaf*cka now takes issue with the fact that I avoid coming into the space that he occupies. He comments to me that I find every way to get around having to be in his space with him. I told him he is absolutely correct. I am in now way denying the fact that I am avoiding him on that level. I wanted it to be blatantly and painfully obvious. I wanted this piece of sh*t to understand full well that the concept of HIM is dead to me.

Now, the question that springs forth for me is "why the f*ck does he care?" I mean, why is he concerned that I am avoiding him? This is the same d*ckhead that just in December told me that he wanted me to live my life unconcerned with what he was feeling or going through. This is the same punk ass muthaf*cka who told me that he feels relieved when I am not paying attention to him. All of a sudden it has become an objective for him to get me to share space with him. What the f*ck is that about?

When I cared, he had no clue what to do with that. He spent every moment trying to figure out how to get me to NOT care. Now that I have arrived at the "f*ck him" attitude, he wants me to chum up to him and be friendly. It's not gonna happen. As I said, that aspect of who he is, what we were is dead to me. Let his wretched ass sit in the dungeon of life wondering why the f*ck he gets no respect from me.

Trust me, he will soon beg for me to treat him with an inkling of the love and respect I once had for him. He will soon beg for all the things that I once gave so freely. He will very soon understand what he has lost trying to be the f*cking bigshot. He needs to grow up.